I just wanna go back to bed...!!!!

I am sooooo tired today!
Class is as boring as ever...
On a bright side though, Carlo's class is cancelled today! :)
So that means I can go do all my damn banking earlier...lol

I really don't have anything to talk about this morning...
Nothing has happened...Its too early still lol
I'm thinking Josh's phone was shut off last night...(at least I hope so...)
cus I text him to say good night, but got no answer back...
After all the dumb dumb dumb arguing I did with him yesterday...
I hope his phone was just shut off and he wasn't just annoyed of me...

Honestly, I really do love him soooo much...
Should I admit that?...Prolly not...lol
I wish I could see him more often...
maybe not for as long...
But more often would be nice...

Anyway, I gotta get a hold of my mom to see if she can come get me now...
So, I'll write more later!

Today = Disaster...

So, I know I haven't wrote in a few days...
It's been difficult...
I keep reminding myself I have to post a picture too...
And when I'm as frustrated as I have been...
Drawing...not happening...
GOD! I can write about it though...
I finally drew a picture!!
I won't bitch too much cus I have had the time to calm down now...

So, Josh did this really great thing, but (selfishly) I got upset...
Not because of what he did, but the situation...

It's like this, Thomas and Charlene are having another child. Conner.
At the moment, they are sleeping in the basement. Conner is due next week...
Josh gave up his room, to sleep in the basement, for Conner.
I completely get it...Of course he's give up his room for a baby...
(This is where my selfishness come into effect.)
Josh moves to the basement (where there's mold, and allergic), where I can't go...
So, I wont be sleeping with my boyfriend anymore when I go over on weekends...Cus I cant..
I get to sleep on the couch or something...
I have no idea what I'm going to do really...
Now I won't be going down there anymore often then when I have to...
I won't get to see him for very long at all!
I already don't get to see him enough..:(
so I've been upset about it...
And It's causing us to fight...
cus I can't keep my mouth shut and not bring up my feelings...
I don't want to cry cus I'm fighting with him,
If I'm gonna cry...I had better be crying cus I miss him...



Anyway, I gotta go to bed, early start tomorrow, I'll attempt writing more tomorrow morning in class...lol

LATER!

Oh. Wow. Save. Me...

So, I'm sitting at Elisha's parents house, like any other weekend...

I picked up Josh (him <3

and well I'm happy =)

EXCEPT!!!! My fucking leg is numb as shit!

Well, my foot actually...

But it fucking hurts...A LOT!

Well...no...only when I walk...

right now, it's just numb as shit lol

But it's annoying...and semi-scary...

I mean, I am diabetic... =(

Whatever it'll get better...I hope...

Anyway, so yeah I'm sitting here, not really doing much...

as usual...

I was doing homework earlier...but that's how my damn leg got numb!!

I like my homework though...

It's the final assignment for Leif's class...

It was rather...um...interesting...

We could choose our own assignment...I didn't know what I was going to do...

But Leif helped me choose something...

and Im making a whole set of stationary!

All girly and cute and like a kindergartner drew it :P lol

I have to make, stickers (which I'm almost done), Paper, and envelopes!

So far it's going well...I hope it stays this way...

This is one of the stickers....the Princess one =) (of course)

Anyway, I just wanted to post something lol...

Sorry this ones not as pretty...

I'm thinking the ones during the week are gonna be a lot prettier then the ones on the weekends lol...

Meh, Goodnight!!!

LATER!! =)

"What the heck's a sponge doing in the ocean anyway?!"

Well, that's what I was asked this morning in class!
I love, love,LOVE Spongebob! <3
So, it started with Michelle...

In class we have to take our Initials, and make a cool effect thingy with it...
Michelle made a 'Butterfly' with her's...
Well, until I was all like it's Gary! *meow, meow, meow*
And that's where it began...

I showed him a picture of Gary...and there just so happened to a picture of Patrick...
"What the hell is that, a tongue?!" Said Novica...
"No! That's a Patrick!" I replied, and showed him another picture...
This is where the best question was asked...
"What the heck's a sponge doing in the ocean anyway?!"

I laughed...a lot... I won't lie...It was pretty damn funny to hear him say this...

As much as I love Spongebob...I totally get where the question comes from..:)

Still It's all about the entertainment aspect!...and that's what I told him...

Anyway...I just really wanted to write about the whole Patrick looking like a tongue!

So, I had to draw it too!...for no other reason then, Just because I could :)

So, anyway...as for right now...Im sitting in yet another class...

not really doing much...not doing what I should be doing lol...

Oh god, if I mange to actually graduate...

I'm gonna for sure celebrate!!! haha

Boy oh boy...I'm such a loser...

I'm also in a really weird mood...

I'm kinda hyper...but kinda not...

I'm kinda excited (dunno)...But kinda not...

I'm kinda happy...But kinda not...

OH MY GOD! It's Thursday!

I'm soooooooo going to London today!! :)

See, I'm excited....Who the hell said I kinda wasn't?!

Oh, wait, that would of been me, wasn't it?...

Shit...

Meh... =)

Anyway...I gotta go for now I think...I'll write more later tonight (maybe, It all depends on if I can find a picture or illustration to post with it :P lol)

=) Later Days! =)

It's a Zoo!

So earlier today, after school, I ended up going over to my mom's to get my dog (Rocky), But decided to take him to the dog park with my mom's dog (Adrian lol)...Everything was pretty okay...

Oh! Except! This dumb B!t*h that was there...Grrr!! I really wish people could just mind their own business.
I mean seriously, we we're watching our dogs...Just because we don't get up the moment they've dropped their first log, doesn't mean we're not going to pick it up!! Like, Holy Crap! Get a life...!!!

So, the dog park was okay, as you can tell :)
But I had to stop at my house on the way back,
(needed to pick up some clothes for the night, (because Im staying at my parents house), and clothes and everything I was gonna need for going to London tomorrow ((YAY!)), and homework stuffs.)
So I'm sitting on the floor with my laundry basket and I come to this realization...
My cat (Cheech, I love him to death...), He always lays in my CLEAN laundry basket...
The moment the smell of fresh laundry is in my apartment....
*boom* He's there...On top...sleeping...
NO WONDER MY CLOTHES ALWAYS HAVE HAIR ON EM!!!!

He's a cutie though...I'll deal with it...
Just felt like bitching....

OH OH OH! AND! showing him off...Because I have to post a picture or something with this post =)









So, I'm off to go have a bath...If this is it for tonight...

GOODNIGHT!

Thanks Novica! =)

So, this guy in my class, Novica, totally helped me out with this illustration lol...
Not that he meant too..
We we're talking about drinking Tequila!
He kept getting the salt, shot, and lime combination order wrong....
*I know right! How the heck is that possible?!*
(specially considering the kinda 'fish' he is :P, haha I love you bud!)
Anyway...side tacked! So as I was saying...
Our conversation happened... and I was all like "Im gonna draw you up some directions!"
And so I did....=)

Here it is...and for the recored...I love it!

So, anyway, I don't really have much else to say or whatever at this moment...

I'm sure I will later though...right now I'm s'post to be doing class work, and brainstorming...

I'm thinking of trying to get out early though...lol

But, I'm leaving you with my final thought of...I miss him very much....

Tootles!!!

The First Post!

So, this is the first post eh?
How exciting...
I know...Not really...
I don't really know what to write, or why I'm writing this...but wtf why not, right?

I am currently sitting in class...Advance Design...I think it's called...Oh lord I hope noon comes quickly!

I hate this class...actually in all honesty...I hate most of my classes...I hate this course really...
Im looking around the room, and seriously no ones following along with the teacher...Seriously...Im not joking...

I love drawing for myself...but not for other people (unless of course I want too)...I don't like being told what I have to draw and what needs to be done! Grrr...Thats why I'm sooooooo not going to be a graphic designer...
But for fun, Im going to try to post on here everyday (sometimes more on bad days Im sure :P)...with either a drawing for that day, or a picture...maybe even a video...(Less likely though)

Anyway, I can't wait until tomorrow after school! I get to go home, pack up my stuff and drive to London!
The driving part...not as much fun as it use to be...
But! The arrival makes it worth (the now) boring drive =)
Do you know why?! I do.
It's all cus of HIM <3...>(this time) on Saturday! (March 27, 2010)... I know, I know...2 months, big deal Hope, Are you on glue?! Well, my answer to you is...MAYBE!...No, No, really, I'm just happy... He was my first real love...I never forgot about him or stopped caring (which made life rough, let me tell you)... And a lot of years passed before we started talking again...(far too long of a story to get into)... and NOW we're back together again...and as cliché as it might sound...Life's Pretty Perfect... Well...That's not completely true either... Life would be even better if he wasn't so far away, and if school didn't bore me sooooo much =) hehe

Meh, But overall, I'm happy and that's what counts right?!

Anywhoooooo...I'm gonna end the FIRST post right here...(Well actually it's ending with that Poem down there *Points down*)...I have a feeling I'll end up writing more later this afternoon

School/Classes, bore the hell outta me!

Lates peeps!

A Poem...Don't ask...

How can I tell you all that I feel?

My hearts telling me this time it's real

I think of you

All night and day

I'm hoping you feel the love too

I'd wait forever

To hear your voice

I'll never hurt you in anyway

And I promise to never walk away

I'll show you how I love you so.

And I hope you'll never let me go

I'll be here through

Thick and thin

As long as you keep letting my love in.